Childhood and Parents

I was laying in bed wondering how I made it this far. Even looking at my own children and the mistakes they have made. But with all computers these young Adults are not allowed to make the normal mistakes in life. They say ignorance is bliss and people do not know what that is. There are mothers with out husbands that are killing their own children, I guess that has always happened and the communication did not let the world know this. Today and looking back, parents are not training their children as to what life is all about and what is needed to survive and make a success of themselves. I think survival is success in itself but that is not the way it should be. Teen agers are killing themselves on the motor vehicles in group of 3 or more, that is high school age. Is it safer to walk than to let a teen ager have a car or least they would healthierr than always riding. I used to do things like walk across half of Philadelphia eat in a resturant and then catch the subway back to the place I was staying so I could go to work the next day. I thought it was a challenge to be able to do such a thing. Now days with all the organized sports or events do these things go on. I know with all the events that have happened in my life and only know realizing what or why it went on. At one time they used to say tha Life Begins at 40 but what is the age of realization where things are understood and the meaning means something. One thing about writing is that a makes a Meaning out of life but it seems like it too late to do any good. Is it like going to a Modern Doctor these days and until the pain is so great that what is known. I can not think but there is a small organ that hangs off of the Colan and there is a madern way ot operating but still the pain has to be there before it is found yet in some cases it is perferated the the Posison has its effect before it is discovered. That is one of problems of madern training and troubling of step by step as things have feed back and cover up the troubles so these troubles are not known untill it is almost too late. I have been thinking of my wy own childhood and my teen age mistakes and lousy sentence but lack of training that needs to be done in youth not wait untill it is almost too late to do any good. That is one of the reasons that this blog is being written. It is more than just a mouth running stupidity as writing seems to make an understanding of what went or or why it went the way. Some of us are lucky that we survived those years. So by the time people realize what went wrong or even what to do about it is always too late. I guess that is why it takes a grandparents to be involved in raising childen and today they are shut out of the children's lives. I guess I should quit while I am again of the Game.